July 2012
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a new beginning.
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Welcome Back
here it is again, the sadness, the darkness taking over me.
the tears that roll down my face feels so natural now.
life.
i want to cling to something or someone.
i want to scream for help and love.
alone.
what am i missing?
did i do something wrong?
questions.
i have no direction.
no guide or arrows to point me in the right direction.
lost.
so welcome back
and i hope this time you...
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The Days of Summer
ive been thinking about how to start this, but i think this is the best way. My summer; as usual, is dull and uneventful. i re-decorated my room, but thats about it. i have been unproductive and lazy again. my goal weight is to lose about 30-40lbs and that is kind of working but i need to lose a lot more, and fast. one thing that is really bothering me though is how i am not improving at all, but...
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I AM DONE.
i am so sick and tired of all of my “friends” just coming into my life and going. everyone is fake. they act like they are my friends at school, and then they either backstab me or they ignore me. even if i make the first step to talk to them, they could careless. why is it so damn hard to find someone genuine? am i really that hard to associate with? am i really just a difficult...
being lazy is probably killing me the most. i cant seem to get anything accomplished. my dreams have faded and the life in me have just vanished. i just want my life back.
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