April 2012
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Dreaming a Dream
a dream, a precious dream. i dont have that.. for the longest time i wanted to be a doctor, but as of right now, i dont know if that is the path for me. i dont have that one thing in particular that i am good at or that i love. i like drawing and painting, and listening to music, but thats it. what good is that? other people know what they want to pursue; whether it be a engineer, a lawyer, a...
Michael.
to michael.
you were my first. you were the beginning, and i ended it. i still remember every memory, every phone call, every email. it was such a long time and i know you probably will never read this or remember the memories like i do, but i want to tell you that i still regret what i did, and i want those memories back. i had a dream that i just gave you a hug for hours and it was just...
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i just want to be pretty. i want to be skinny, and be confident in the way i look.
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A Boy.
there is this boy that i have liked for a pretty long time.. it has been on and off but i still like him, and honestly i dont know why. but the problem is, he will never give me a chance. ive talked to him before, but i got that vibe that he just doesnt care about my existence. i feel so stupid because i had my friend get his number so i could talk to him, and i just got completely shut out. it...
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A Friend.
have you ever felt like you have friends, but you dont? i have friends, and i hang out with them at school, but when i leave school i dont really have anyone to talk to or relate to. i dont know why it is so hard for me to open up to people and let them in, but i am honestly scared that once i let them in and let them see who i truly am, they are just gonna dissapear. i just want one friend. one...
The Teenage Life
a lot of people i know, drinks or does drugs. and being in high school, a majority of the students do that. and they say they are making memories and just enjoying being young. i dont think that getting drunk and getting high is the alternative to having fun. i dont get what the big deal is if you dont drink or dont go to a party every other weekend. i am not going to waste my time doing that....
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to be loved
i just want to be loved. whether it be from my parents, a friend, or a boyfriend. i just want to feel important to someone. i want to be someone’s number one at all times no matter what the situation is.
